Well... this has been one of my hardest days. Today I went back to work. Ellie stayed home with my mom (Happy Birthday to her!!!) which is the most wonderful thing. I'm not sure I could have done it otherwise. I know she is going to love the time with Grandma and will be spoiled and loved.
It is strange...going to work was like leaving a big chunk of me behind. Luckily I work with GREAT friends who make it so much easier to go back. I'm really happy to see them again because I missed everyone a lot and it was nice to have adult conversation.
Overall...I just missed her a lot but I'll be okay (I hope!) I'm sure every day will be a little better. Not easier but I'll get a little more used to it. I'm so fortunate that my work is pretty flexible so I'm going to try to go in early so that I can leave early and spend a little more time with Ellie and Jason. Right now we are in schedule adjustment mode...trying to wake up early is brutal.
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